Dilemma from last month slightly averted.
I got over the crush I had. I mean it was major and I knew she was straight but I was like ‘Eh, I can just ignore that little fact.’ Mostly because when I met her, she was single. But now she’s not and I saw her and her boyfriend and it just hit me full force in the face. I just smiled at her, she smiled back and we went in opposite directions. Literally and figuratively. I’m over it for the most part. I’m still analysing this dream I had the other day that had her in, and I had a pan lid with a pan handle on the lid, in my bag. And 3 water tanks. And group learning in one of my lessons. I don’t understand.
But after 6 1/2 months of pining over a painfully straight girl, I’m over it. I mean, she’s still beautiful and I’ll probably be attracted to her for the rest of the time I’m in college with her, but I now know that I have no chance and I got over her. Finally! :)